it's back

it came back yet again
this time, after a long time,
as usual it crept in unannuounced.... the unwelcome visitor..

was it me or something else that triggered its come back?
i dont know, i just wonder.
blankly i stare at the ceiling and wonder ...

why did you come back?

an uncomfortable silence looms because of you
and so i wonder again
what brought you back?
you were long gone...what brought you back..what brought you back...

i want you to leave the way you came
unannounced, silently...
let me sleep, let me live
leave me alone. Oh please leave me alone. Let me be.